From: My heart
To: Yours
I miss you
The world is not the same, no glow, no fireworks, no color, with out your constant and vibrant beat flowing through me. It's light has left this place, drifting away with you, to a place unknown and far away. Here, I am alone. No one hears my rhythm, the constant flow of broken color that pulses from me. No one here's my love, or how much you mean to me. It's like trying to talk, with a mouth full of dirt. Like trying to touch the sky, from the bottom of the Atlantic.
I miss your warmth, the life that you thrust upon the world. Your strong eyes and radiant smile that is unmatched by any other. You are m
The air is stickily and burning red,
Crackling and the words are stumbling.
The room is painted yellow with laughter,
And she is burning black while choking
On water.
Pumping.Life.Through.My.Veins by Jemik, literature
Literature
Pumping.Life.Through.My.Veins
Sifting
Through time
Touching
Across thin fabric
The flow
Leaking across
The abyss
And into
Your heart
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The gentle waves
As space spins by
Sifting through
Your fingers as you
Try to grasp
The unattainable
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One foot
In the present
Two feet
&
"I don't believe
in people anymore"
How many times
In the last decade
Have I whispered that?
Have I screamed that?
Have I cried that?
How many times
Have I believed
in my own self?
Maybe once
Yet all I remember
Is hitting pavement
"Why won't it work?"
It is empty
"I thought I had a bottle..."
No imagination
Creativity
"Wait, were is the color?"
Were is your heart?
"Why must this be so...."
Blank
"It's as if..."
Lately
Things have lost their touch
I sit and I sit
I look around and wonder
Where
Has the glow, the shine, the light
Gone from the world?
"It was stolen"
Say's a voice
"By who?"
I reply in question
"By losing that who brings that very life
To yours"
It fades off, and I'm left with a well
For a heart
A gaping darkness that threatens to swallow me
Body and Soul
It chips away at the foundation
That has held firm the trust
That you are still here
That you will never leave me
In pleading hope that you stay
Sometimes
I have to shake my head
And take a breath of blue
Remind myself
This is the last
"Once more,
One las
I want to break this chain
This old rusted friend and thrust it inside
Break free
Rush toward
And run
Soul hitting concrete
Music slashing the drums of my ears
I want to take your hand
Hold it stead fast in mine and tell you
Close your eyes
Take a breath
A deep
Deep
Breath
And let it all go
With the wind trailing behind us
Like tiny whispered promises
From: My heart
To: Yours
I miss you
The world is not the same, no glow, no fireworks, no color, with out your constant and vibrant beat flowing through me. It's light has left this place, drifting away with you, to a place unknown and far away. Here, I am alone. No one hears my rhythm, the constant flow of broken color that pulses from me. No one here's my love, or how much you mean to me. It's like trying to talk, with a mouth full of dirt. Like trying to touch the sky, from the bottom of the Atlantic.
I miss your warmth, the life that you thrust upon the world. Your strong eyes and radiant smile that is unmatched by any other. You are m
The air is stickily and burning red,
Crackling and the words are stumbling.
The room is painted yellow with laughter,
And she is burning black while choking
On water.
Pumping.Life.Through.My.Veins by Jemik, literature
Literature
Pumping.Life.Through.My.Veins
Sifting
Through time
Touching
Across thin fabric
The flow
Leaking across
The abyss
And into
Your heart
-------------------------------
The gentle waves
As space spins by
Sifting through
Your fingers as you
Try to grasp
The unattainable
--------------------------------
One foot
In the present
Two feet
&
"Why won't it work?"
It is empty
"I thought I had a bottle..."
No imagination
Creativity
"Wait, were is the color?"
Were is your heart?
"Why must this be so...."
Blank
"It's as if..."
Lately
Things have lost their touch
I sit and I sit
I look around and wonder
Where
Has the glow, the shine, the light
Gone from the world?
"It was stolen"
Say's a voice
"By who?"
I reply in question
"By losing that who brings that very life
To yours"
It fades off, and I'm left with a well
For a heart
A gaping darkness that threatens to swallow me
Body and Soul
It chips away at the foundation
That has held firm the trust
That you are still here
That you will never leave me
In pleading hope that you stay
Sometimes
I have to shake my head
And take a breath of blue
Remind myself
This is the last
"Once more,
One las
I want to break this chain
This old rusted friend and thrust it inside
Break free
Rush toward
And run
Soul hitting concrete
Music slashing the drums of my ears
I want to take your hand
Hold it stead fast in mine and tell you
Close your eyes
Take a breath
A deep
Deep
Breath
And let it all go
With the wind trailing behind us
Like tiny whispered promises
This late at night
The keyboard clacks
Each stroke
Filling the room
And bouncing back
It makes the miles
Feel so much longer
As I hear
The tears I wish
That I could dry
The voice I wish
That I could hold
The smile I wish
That I could Kiss
The heart I wish
That I could keep
I miss your friendship.
I had somebody ask me to watch Hoodwinked with me last week.
Yesterday, I rearranged my room and found an old, dusty wrinkled Christmas postcard attached to a burned MCR cd behind my bookshelf.
And this morning, my dad decided to drive through neighborhoods for houses on sale. Guess which street he pulled onto? There's little kids building a snowman i
Sometimes all we need is
A swift kick in the pants
To bite the bullet
To suck it up, princess.
But what on earth does that even mean, anyway?
I'm spinning in circles in this world
I'm dizzy with hope
Nauseous with blame
I feel as though someone is
Flooring the gas pedal in my heart
But won't step off the brakes.
So I sit here
Restless
Agitated
Wheels shrieking
Feeling nothing but adrenaline.
I forgot my map, too.
When they let go
Will I leave permanent tire marks where I take off?
Will someone be able to
Kneel down on the pavement
Of our lives
And brush their fingers against the faded black stains
And say
A faint hymn, a rhythm, a beat,
a soft echoing, gently tapping the eardrum,
reverberating up the body, up the spine and through the lips.
My chest broken in fragments,
spindled heartstrings threaded on the ground,
a hopeless, tangled mess with knots and snipped ends.
Torn ribs and cracked bone,
a badly patched heart falling apart at the seams,
for every beat it struggles, for every echoing rhythm it wavers.
All long ago memories,
all recent, present and future scars,
etched and tattooed in brass belief, hounding every inch.
A faint hymn, a rhythm, a beat,
soft echoing, traveling through unbroken nerves,
wrapping around veins, bo
Current Residence: Lost some were in my head, leave a message after the- Favourite genre of music: I can tell you what I don't prefer Favourite style of art: Stylized, sketchy, abstract, appreciate all kinds Operating System: PC MP3 player of choice: Ipod shuffle = suck Wallpaper of choice: Black background and a favorite picture. Favourite cartoon character: Not too sure. Personal Quote: "Are you trying to seduce me?"
Favourite Movies
Titan A.E, Origin: spirits of the past, Sprited away, and others...
Favourite Games
Shadow of the colossus, Iko, FF, I've got a few.
Favourite Gaming Platform
Lately been favoring my PC and 360
Tools of the Trade
Mechincal pencil, ink pen, insperation
Other Interests
Tia, Gaming, traveling, seeing new things, and several hundred more...
I'm working on one last piece, and after that, anything else I write will be posted on a new account.
I had not had much to write in the past months, but this idea has stuck with me till now, and I want to get it out before I become totally buried in the coming month with all there is to do.
Thank you for all who have read my works, maybe you'll find me later.
On another note, isn't it odd how life turns out?
That what you wanted for somebody, comes quickly, and is only a deeper stab in the heart?
Have you ever loved somebody so greatly, as to be willing to let them go, so they can be happy?
So they don't have to wait months to be held,
of my heart with you,
tucked under the blankets,
nestled in your soft shining hair,
shining from the touch of your fingers,
the feel of your lips still hovering over,
it skips miles under your eyes.
Eyes that no diamond or gemstone or
and man made object could ever compare to.
It's with you,
because you are my home,
not here in this shackled lazy town,
but with you.
Beating forever in tune with yours,
creating a sound so soft and sweet,
it brings tears to the ocean.
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OK, so, I am finally back from my trip to see my girlfriend.
And, I didn't want to leave, it tore me to shreds to
I know! I came back, at 1 in the morning just to take a peak at what changed. I originally got linked from an article I was reading and it snow balled to checking old artists I liked. Haha so many memories, old stories and bad writing D: