Jemik

There is a hole in my throat where my voice should be I miss the connection Our hearts mingling merging into one

From: My heart To: Yours I miss you The world is not the same, no glow, no fireworks, no color, with out your constant and vibrant beat flowing through me. It's light has left this place, drifting away with you, to a place unknown and far away. Here, I am alone. No one hears my rhythm, the constant flow of broken color that pulses from me. No one here's my love, or how much you mean to me. It's like trying to talk, with a mouth full of dirt. Like trying to touch the sky, from the bottom of the Atlantic. I miss your warmth, the life that you thrust upon the world. Your strong eyes and radiant smile that is unmatched by any other. You are m

The air is stickily and burning red,  Crackling and the words are stumbling. The room is painted yellow with laughter,   And she is burning black while choking       On water.

       I want my skin to be stone       To be born without a heart    That I could swallow the world

Sifting     Through time Touching      Across thin fabric The flow      Leaking across The abyss       And into Your heart ------------------------------- The gentle waves        As space spins by Sifting through         Your fingers as you Try to grasp          The unattainable -------------------------------- One foot          In the present Two feet  &

                                               I have done it before                                                        Crawled by                                                       On the stub                                                        Of my arms                                                   So I'll do it again                                                     Only this time                                                               This time                                                   It will be for her                                                                Who has my heart  

"I don't believe     in people anymore" How many times In the last decade      Have I whispered that?     Have I screamed that?     Have I cried that? How many times Have I believed     in my own self? Maybe once      Yet all I remember Is hitting pavement

"Why won't it work?"            It is empty "I thought I had a bottle..."            No imagination                        Creativity "Wait, were is the color?"             Were is your heart? "Why must this be so...."              Blank "It's as if..."       

Lately Things have lost their touch I sit and I sit I look around and wonder Where Has the glow, the shine, the light Gone from the world? "It was stolen" Say's a voice "By who?" I reply in question "By losing that who brings that very life To yours" It fades off, and I'm left with a well For a heart A gaping darkness that threatens to swallow me Body and Soul It chips away at the foundation That has held firm the trust That you are still here That you will never leave me In pleading hope that you stay Sometimes I have to shake my head And take a breath of blue Remind myself This is the last "Once more, One las

I want to break this chain This old rusted friend and thrust it inside Break free Rush toward And run Soul hitting concrete Music slashing the drums of my ears I want to take your hand Hold it stead fast in mine and tell you Close your eyes Take a breath A deep Deep Breath And let it all go With the wind trailing behind us Like tiny whispered promises